Mother, I wish I could dissapear.

I wish I could see your smiling face again, moving your attention all over to me.

Mother, I wish I could disappear.

When we humans live, mother... we suffer so much. Living for us is an eternal ache in our heart, always there haunting us, and it will never allow us to be happy and smile like you do mother, you smile so beautifully.

Mother, I wish I could disappear.

You would search for me, and I would go from behind you and hug you and feel that sweet scent that you carry along with your soul, that smell that sings to me only one word. Home.

Mother, I wish I could dissapear.

Because you're not here with me right now, I feel alone and I know you suffer. I want to help you Mother, and be a good little girl, and help you never cry for Daddy ever again. Because your tears are my tears. Take me with you, you know I can't be placed among the ones who feel joy. You know I can't love anyone else, because there's not just enough of that feeling in my heart anymore. The long nights of lonely desire for company left me completely dry. I only want to be hugged by you, and be blessed by your blinding light, but I'm afraid I've already been consumed by darkness...I'm confused Mother, but I don't want to cry. I can't cry, and it scares me. I wish I could dissapear, so I wouldn't have to be a burden for you Mommy...